This three quarters through my 100 days now, I wake again to a tender right hand , I ignore it as we having a day out to where my heart beats faster, Liverpool. I have always wanted to go the Museum of Liverpool and this is the day . We have a lazy morning and breakfast of sloppy eggs and set off . I drive as I can and we arrive to the sight of the Mersey with a breezy sunny day to appreciate .
We started with global influences of Liverpool on the ground floor with a local band playing all the Liverpool folk songs such ‘ The leaving of Liverpool ‘ and ‘In my Liverpool Home’ as ambled around the artefacts. We ended on the top floor which detailed the numerous artists of Liverpool including authors , musicians, poets, playwrights and actors . We finished off the day with a ride on the wheel overlooking the city as the sun was dropping from the cloudy sky.
Ruth drove home and I made some fish dish again and we sat and relaxed but while I was typing on Facebook my hand suddenly gave rise to an acute pain ! I couldn’t move without putting myself in agony … I can’t believe this !!
My good mood plummeted, as I read my new blogger friend Stuart recent blog, check it out : ‘ Drinking through a straw’, he writes so well and it is so good he experiences my experiences , it is like somebody understands . I feel trapped like him. I fear that my right hand is going next , this such a cruel combination. I managed to give myself fluids with my left hand with a struggle with the syringe and my tube …. so I am still independent!
I stop myself from crying as my breathing gets difficult then. Ruth, my mate is beside as I type my thoughts out with my left hand and decide to brave and trudge on as I take my very painful hand to bed. I just wish that breathing muscles kick in soon before anything else goes, I don’t mind dying but this is just torture before the inevitable!